Molly Bendall
ANIMAL HEIRS
If squinting made them
all sail steady,
I’d try to find them that way. Their oval terrain I’d learn. Who else
wants it?
I’ve been stung
with a green heart and dragged
out backwards. That one snaps
and a year of ashes appear. Its bouldered head shifts and leans into its breeze.
Hoofprints deface
the little earth. Land of no requirements
and the sadness of not
listening. Sounds are just too wide. Here’s one who gallops against the rules.
Aloneness is an image to work with so I sketch it
along the divots in the soil. I tick
gently to the voice-overs.
New members come around
lately, and I invite them
to see the armature. Because
now my knees are tired. Because now the faint reek
settles into musk.
Because now I’m deaf
to where the clock leads me.
Some are browsers
and frolic in an underworld.
The service there is witty. One sneers at
the hills folding against
the flat vista.
It huffs into its own squared chest.
I could climb on its back and tour the lawlessness.
An international literary journal from 1984 to 2018, Verse now administers the Tomaž Šalamun Prize.
Tuesday, November 20, 2012
Monday, November 19, 2012
NEW! Poem by Tracy Truels
Tracy Truels
BEDROOMS, GRASS, AND BLACK WATER
I cannot blame the starfish for they are small and hold on to things.
I woke up next to a man not my husband but who still kept me warm.
I once slept in the field like a buried body, so long slips of grass grew between my wrist bones.
I once slept in the field like a buried body, so long slips of grass grew between my wrist bones.
When we sleep you sink into the bed like a fish thrown back into water,
so deep I don’t know if I could reach you with my arm.
so deep I don’t know if I could reach you with my arm.
We must take something unknown to our grave so that the ones we love will follow us.
I cannot blame the places I’ve slept. I held onto our bed until it broke like a dam.
The grass sleeps above our buried bodies, and the stars hold on to my things.
The grass sleeps above our buried bodies, and the stars hold on to my things.
Thursday, November 15, 2012
NEW! Review of Édouard Levé
Autoportrait by Édouard Levé. Translated by Lorin Stein. Dalkey Archive, $12.95.
Reviewed by Astoria Aviles
In one of many photographs taken during his three-month visit to the United States in 2002, esteemed French photographer and author Édouard Levé captures an abandoned home in Paris, Texas. The haze of the blue sky over cracked and sunburned white paneling with a boarded up window and crooked roof abide in direct contrast to the grand limestone architecture of Paris, France; and the overgrowth of dandelions surrounding the front certainly do not evoke the grandeur of the Parc du Champ de Mars. The home, titled Maison abandonnée a Paris, it would seem, has failed to live up to the expectations of a Parisian home. It is this disconnect of place and discordant existence that Levé sought to capture. The photograph is part of a series entitled Série Amérique, in which Levé visited American cities that shared a name with a city from a foreign country. In addition to Paris, Levé photographed in Berlin, Florence, Oxford, Canton, Rio, Amsterdam, and Rome, among others, all in the United States.
During his travels, Levé wrote the third of his literary works, Autoportrait, published by P.O.L. three years later. The work is composed entirely of declarations, rather like a series of snapshots. Levé’s passion for capturing the moment is unequivocally an earnest one. Appropriately titled Self-portrait, Levé lists fragments of thoughts, ideas, memories, personal opinions and confessions to build a collage of himself. Each sentence exists on its own, almost devoid of a clear narrative or context, yet somehow relating to the whole of Levé, the man behind the lens.
Such a fragmentary work, however, does not exist simply as a reflection of a passion for photographic spontaneity, but rather as an exhibition of a new kind of self-exegesis. Levé writes, “I dream of an objective prose, but there is no such thing” (55). Such decisiveness in Levé’s declarations engenders a level of objectivity, but his actuality lies in his uncanny ability to both engage and estrange a reader. The reader must learn to navigate through a constantly changing tide, and only after such adaptation can the reader begin to understand the meaning behind everything that has washed ashore. There are moments, however, where Levé is more explicit. In the midst of arbitrary fragments like “I would rather have someone tell me about an exhibition than see it with my own eyes. I do not lie” (55), or “I sleep in absolute darkness. I have dry skin” (98), Levé then interjects a series of statements that act as seismic reminders of the work as a whole:
Levé’s work rejects the autobiographical narrative, the “I was born,” etc. and in such a rejection of chronology pulls the reader along with him in an extensive act of introspection. In a brief moment when describing his travels Levé writes, “I like meeting new people when I travel: these brief and inconsequential encounters have the thrill of beginnings and the sadness of separations” (23). Autoportrait is indeed a series of such encounters, where Levé himself demonstrates the objectivity of his prose, and consequently argues for an objectivity of memory. He is, in his fragmented self, written in black ink upon the white page, being read, reread, believed or disbelieved, recognized for his playfulness but remembered for his sincerity.
Autoportrait was published in France in 2005. Levé killed himself two years later, just ten days after submitting the manuscript for his fourth work, Suicide, to his editor. His works had been published only in France until April 2011, when Suicide was published in English in the United States. This year, Autoportrait appeared from Dalkey Archive Press in a translation by Lorin Stein. When asked about the translation process, Stein describes the act of translating as being “part of a conversation” with Levé. To translate any text is to enter intimately into the reformation and recreation of a work. However, given Levé’s unsystematic work, recreating a narrative and objective voice presents a daunting challenge. Stein says that capturing Levé called for the translator “to disappear.” Given such dynamism and sense of detachment in each translated statement, Stein has indeed achieved his vanishing act. To recreate such an ardent work, in its erratic and intrepid composition of such a man, Stein has demonstrated his loyalty to Levé’s voice.
When asked what contextual or informative materials he used in the process of translation, Stein mentions Joe Brainard, whose I Remember is similar in its deployment of declarative statements (most begin with “I remember”). Levé even directly mentions Brainard: “Joe Brainard is less affirmative than Walt Whitman” (28). While familiar with and evidently influenced by Brainard’s work, it is perhaps more pragmatic to consider Levé’s foremost passion for photography (take, for example, the Maison abandonnée a Paris). The discord between Paris, Texas, and Paris, France aside, there is an emptiness in the Maison abandonnée, something beyond the photograph. Levé’s picture is an argument for the striking disconnect between a home occupied in Paris, France, and a home abandoned in Paris, Texas. Yet, too, the photograph becomes reflexive of Levé’s work with the mundane or detached perspective. As he writes in the last pages of Autoportrait, “I prefer a ruin to a monument” (117).
Reviewed by Astoria Aviles
In one of many photographs taken during his three-month visit to the United States in 2002, esteemed French photographer and author Édouard Levé captures an abandoned home in Paris, Texas. The haze of the blue sky over cracked and sunburned white paneling with a boarded up window and crooked roof abide in direct contrast to the grand limestone architecture of Paris, France; and the overgrowth of dandelions surrounding the front certainly do not evoke the grandeur of the Parc du Champ de Mars. The home, titled Maison abandonnée a Paris, it would seem, has failed to live up to the expectations of a Parisian home. It is this disconnect of place and discordant existence that Levé sought to capture. The photograph is part of a series entitled Série Amérique, in which Levé visited American cities that shared a name with a city from a foreign country. In addition to Paris, Levé photographed in Berlin, Florence, Oxford, Canton, Rio, Amsterdam, and Rome, among others, all in the United States.
During his travels, Levé wrote the third of his literary works, Autoportrait, published by P.O.L. three years later. The work is composed entirely of declarations, rather like a series of snapshots. Levé’s passion for capturing the moment is unequivocally an earnest one. Appropriately titled Self-portrait, Levé lists fragments of thoughts, ideas, memories, personal opinions and confessions to build a collage of himself. Each sentence exists on its own, almost devoid of a clear narrative or context, yet somehow relating to the whole of Levé, the man behind the lens.
Such a fragmentary work, however, does not exist simply as a reflection of a passion for photographic spontaneity, but rather as an exhibition of a new kind of self-exegesis. Levé writes, “I dream of an objective prose, but there is no such thing” (55). Such decisiveness in Levé’s declarations engenders a level of objectivity, but his actuality lies in his uncanny ability to both engage and estrange a reader. The reader must learn to navigate through a constantly changing tide, and only after such adaptation can the reader begin to understand the meaning behind everything that has washed ashore. There are moments, however, where Levé is more explicit. In the midst of arbitrary fragments like “I would rather have someone tell me about an exhibition than see it with my own eyes. I do not lie” (55), or “I sleep in absolute darkness. I have dry skin” (98), Levé then interjects a series of statements that act as seismic reminders of the work as a whole:
I do not write memoirs. I do not write novels. I do not write short stories. I do not write plays. I do not write poems. I do not write mysteries. I do not write science fiction. I write fragments. I do not tell stories from things I’ve read or movies I’ve seen, I describe impressions, I make judgments. (96)
Autoportrait was published in France in 2005. Levé killed himself two years later, just ten days after submitting the manuscript for his fourth work, Suicide, to his editor. His works had been published only in France until April 2011, when Suicide was published in English in the United States. This year, Autoportrait appeared from Dalkey Archive Press in a translation by Lorin Stein. When asked about the translation process, Stein describes the act of translating as being “part of a conversation” with Levé. To translate any text is to enter intimately into the reformation and recreation of a work. However, given Levé’s unsystematic work, recreating a narrative and objective voice presents a daunting challenge. Stein says that capturing Levé called for the translator “to disappear.” Given such dynamism and sense of detachment in each translated statement, Stein has indeed achieved his vanishing act. To recreate such an ardent work, in its erratic and intrepid composition of such a man, Stein has demonstrated his loyalty to Levé’s voice.
When asked what contextual or informative materials he used in the process of translation, Stein mentions Joe Brainard, whose I Remember is similar in its deployment of declarative statements (most begin with “I remember”). Levé even directly mentions Brainard: “Joe Brainard is less affirmative than Walt Whitman” (28). While familiar with and evidently influenced by Brainard’s work, it is perhaps more pragmatic to consider Levé’s foremost passion for photography (take, for example, the Maison abandonnée a Paris). The discord between Paris, Texas, and Paris, France aside, there is an emptiness in the Maison abandonnée, something beyond the photograph. Levé’s picture is an argument for the striking disconnect between a home occupied in Paris, France, and a home abandoned in Paris, Texas. Yet, too, the photograph becomes reflexive of Levé’s work with the mundane or detached perspective. As he writes in the last pages of Autoportrait, “I prefer a ruin to a monument” (117).
From both his photography and his literary works, Levé’s voice contains a passive yet surprising tone, blunt and frank in its delivery but also refreshingly sincere. Levé is present in every moment of this self-portrait, but his presence is inherently an absence. Such a work cannot be read without simultaneously being reread, for each fragment is part of Levé as a cell is part of a body. In the middle of the work Levé writes, “I am always shocked when people give me directions and they actually get me where I’m going: words become road” (88). Now, perhaps, despite the sharp turns and surprising dead ends, English-language readers can now navigate Levé’s road in Autoportrait.
Monday, November 12, 2012
NEW! Poem by Jon Davis
Jon Davis
MONK PLAYS STRIDE
Outside now, gray sky leaning to rain now,
last leaves clinging, pale green now going paler,
light breeze now twitching, now battering the branches,
while inside Monk is dragging the notes,
behaving himself in homage now, playing
in the dinner jacket now, trying
to play the cracks now between notes now
between beats now, the minor seconds, the slur now,
sopping up gravy when no one is looking now,
left leg jitterbugging under the tablecloth,
all the madness stuffed now into that tremor,
all the clowning now, half in now
and half out now of every now game.
MONK PLAYS STRIDE
Outside now, gray sky leaning to rain now,
last leaves clinging, pale green now going paler,
light breeze now twitching, now battering the branches,
while inside Monk is dragging the notes,
behaving himself in homage now, playing
in the dinner jacket now, trying
to play the cracks now between notes now
between beats now, the minor seconds, the slur now,
sopping up gravy when no one is looking now,
left leg jitterbugging under the tablecloth,
all the madness stuffed now into that tremor,
all the clowning now, half in now
and half out now of every now game.
Wednesday, November 07, 2012
NEW! Poem by Curtis D'Costa
Curtis D’Costa
PUZZLE BITS
Salmon; blue; yellow; repeat.
Then our strategic objectives shifted.
Umbrellas unfurled, fork chimed,
and the Dumpster stench
characteristic of seafood queso
staggered among tables and chairs.
This woman entering the café
blew her arm off at the elbow
lighting fireworks.
Corralling her heel with his ankle, this girl’s
date shows her, with a twist of his knife,
the polite way to juice a lime.
I'm like, Damn Fucking Right: That's why I, I
Focus and you have to Do a Bunch of Shit.
I I I offer, and and you can't even figure out
What You Want for Breakfast. I'm like . . .”
She picks the bacon
from her teeth with a hairpin, far away,
heart bent on another,
the one who has rhythm and a full-time job,
the one who
Tuesday, October 30, 2012
NEW! Two poems by Andrew Michael Roberts
Andrew Michael Roberts
TWO POEMS
geometry of innocence
-met′əbol′ik
i have enchanted a housefly
with one piano note.
dirty little captain
of the men of death,
he's caught in a frequency,
blinking his thousand
unthinkable eyes.
near-dawn. an icicle slips
from its jaw along the roofline.
now behold the gaping smile of doom.
who am i but to judge?
i drink like a king,
i have a liver going to hell,
my cells at war with me.
you stalwart mutineers.
can you arrest time? no.
the rung note dissipates.
morning hesitates,
but comes.
morning like a broken bell,
a candle in the birdcage
where the blind bird was.
TWO POEMS
geometry of innocence
god is dreaming.
a colony of moths
unfurls in the mind,
a fortress of trees
gowned in smoke
through which you fall
sideways, like a leaf.
at the lakeshore,
walk softly.
water sleeps.
light buzzes in
the crustaceans' brains.
the mountains
with their eyes of ice
strike out at the thunder-vaults.
egrets, egrets if they succeed:
unfolding to take the place of the sky.
all shall be showered
in otherworldly poise.
here is a throne
while you wait
made of driftwood and bone,
and your ignorance crown
for which the world wars.
with one piano note.
of the men of death,
blinking his thousand
unthinkable eyes.
from its jaw along the roofline.
i drink like a king,
my cells at war with me.
can you arrest time? no.
morning hesitates,
morning like a broken bell,
where the blind bird was.
Friday, October 26, 2012
NEW! Poem by Doug Ramspeck
Doug Ramspeck
NOTES FOR THE MORNING ORBIT
and always the problem of prayer—
wind brushing over the hair on our arms,
the sunlight we hoard on our skin
that moment when
we invent a certain
methodical throbbing to our hearts
a rhapsody of waking a half-scissor
of a leg kicking for the floor
the spirit breaking and entering
the daily orbit of regret spinning us
toward some cartoon apocalypse
the hours like a sleight of hand
Monday, October 22, 2012
NEW! Poem by Michelle Valois
Michelle Valois
LIVES OF THE DEAD
At 16, Confucius was a corn inspector. His job required neither
wisdom nor self-scrutiny, only a keen eye for rot and the ability to
hold large numbers in his head. Albert Einstein, also good with
numbers, could not speak fluently until he was eleven years old.
Emperor Louis Napoleon could speak five languages and was praised
for his ability to keep silent in all of them. I know only two languages
and can’t seem to keep my mouth shut in either, except for that month
when I couldn’t speak at all, but we won’t talk about that today.
Today we will talk about Thomas Edison, who was afraid of the dark.
Monday, October 15, 2012
NEW! Poem by Kyle McCord
Kyle McCord
If you’re reading this,
I forgive you for eating me first.
Then Hector, our Mayan tour guide,
who doubtlessly ascended
the tree of wisdom
next to the fern of unwise disrobing
in public venues.
Then at least four members
of the archeology club
while those scrappy kids
obediently translated
the sarcophagus’s inscription:
Please visit the gift shop
on your way out, vile desecrators.
I toot my rustic horn in approval.
If you’re reading this,
beware Bachelor #1
whose love of long walks on sandy beaches
doesn’t survive the second date.
Then the children come out of cryo
like greyhounds bounding
onto an orbital platform.
Bachelor #2,
the fleshless beast of nightmares,
shares your affection
for early Will Smith cinema
and couch surfing at polar research stations.
When the wind rushes over his billboard empire
he secretes a sort of melancholy.
Rest assured, the SWAT teams
have him surrounded.
As for my effects,
buried beneath our makeshift mackerel factory,
you’ll find an alarmingly detailed biography
of Boris Kasparov
and a pictorial history of our years
as star-gazing antlers.
Scatter my leftovers
on the snow-drifted sea
where we birthed our young
and each day raised them
to be the most well-preserved ziggurats
ever to grace the stage.
If you’re reading this,
I forgive you for eating me first.
Then Hector, our Mayan tour guide,
who doubtlessly ascended
the tree of wisdom
next to the fern of unwise disrobing
in public venues.
Then at least four members
of the archeology club
while those scrappy kids
obediently translated
the sarcophagus’s inscription:
Please visit the gift shop
on your way out, vile desecrators.
I toot my rustic horn in approval.
If you’re reading this,
beware Bachelor #1
whose love of long walks on sandy beaches
doesn’t survive the second date.
Then the children come out of cryo
like greyhounds bounding
onto an orbital platform.
Bachelor #2,
the fleshless beast of nightmares,
shares your affection
for early Will Smith cinema
and couch surfing at polar research stations.
When the wind rushes over his billboard empire
he secretes a sort of melancholy.
Rest assured, the SWAT teams
have him surrounded.
As for my effects,
buried beneath our makeshift mackerel factory,
you’ll find an alarmingly detailed biography
of Boris Kasparov
and a pictorial history of our years
as star-gazing antlers.
Scatter my leftovers
on the snow-drifted sea
where we birthed our young
and each day raised them
to be the most well-preserved ziggurats
ever to grace the stage.
Friday, October 12, 2012
NEW! Poem by Terrell Terry
Terrell Terry
BURNISHED TRACE
Wherever is where we began:
tulips opened to the T without
introduction. Already in here.
It is a privilege, past the spot
of cramping bellies. Ones that
take you, living locked inside
walls. Speakers in other rooms,
through speakers through tunes.
Three thoughts that were said
amidst the muffle. Title taken,
so who cares what you name it?
Weren’t you told to be careful
about wild wishes that might go
the wrong way on permanently
permeated park benches. Touch
a wire of world store electro-
cutions, while jagged Mondays
just happen to recycle maladies.
We perspire, thinking nothing
of the waste. We’ll need water,
not its stabbing fact. I too sense
the tide when wondering what
has happened to those woods.
Wednesday, October 10, 2012
NEW! Poem by Jacob Schepers
Jacob Schepers
HOW TO TALK OF YESTERDAY
Bring back the chilblains
though it costs you the wasps.
Compare the stings of both.
Toss out the digital clocks;
pinch droplets of bathwater
scintillating still into a saucer:
follow their trail till the baby
peels off the milk carton
back into your arms.
Forget the number four. Same goes
for all like-lettered words. Practice
that accent. You know which one.
Rescind the former laurels old loves
tied around your temples too tight
without brushing your nape enough.
Call your mother. Stay indoors.
Keep up that recovered tongue;
tune a piano, but sell your own,
the one you never played
unless prompted. Clean the eavestrough
and call your mother. Tell her
again what you meant to say
that time before you choked
on a fishbone.
Monday, October 08, 2012
NEW! Poem by Doug Ramspeck
Doug Ramspeck
CROW EYE
the hours stiffen and grow heavier
then a sugar maple
shatters the window of a nursery
we are complicit in this
the entrails of clouds patterns
of grief calyx of decaying flowers
crows watching with blank eyes
here is the language
of vessel and messenger
ancient and unyielding
the catfish writhing on the riverbank where
our fathers return
to press down an unrelenting
boot until eyes are dead moons
Wednesday, October 03, 2012
NEW! Poem by Micah Bateman
Micah Bateman
IF EVERYWHERE THE SOUND OF RAIN BREAKING
Pentameter rain, maddening.
To make a guest of madness
In a house made to shelter,
A hearth by which to be made
Dry. A fire calls
And smoke relays.
Imperious wind, these leaves left
Trembling, all this
Detritus of wedding
Sky to breath, roving clouds
Of pests destroying
Miles of cornscape. Imperious sky,
Summer called, wants his
Letterman’s jacket back. My mother
Sinks a blackened pan
Into a dishwater bath,
Gulf still slick with oil, rainbow swirls,
Several rains over several nights.
My father strings a deer up
By her neck, lets it drain,
The ground fed by more
Than morning, one finding
Oneself in heaps of things
One can’t be made
Aware of but one tries.
Sloshing down a walk,
Yellow galoshes, a girl
In a rubber coat,
Paisley dress peeking out
With each arm’s stride,
Something on an eave
Sliding frictionless,
Hypotenuse, gutterward.
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Monday, October 01, 2012
NEW! Poem by Kristin Bock
Kristin Bock
I WISH I COULD WRITE A POEM ABOUT POLE-VAULTING ROBOTS
I turn my head to the window and a piece of foil lilting across the onion-field. If I were a pole-vaulting robot, I wouldn’t be thinking about windows or snowstorms or shiny, cold bellies. I wouldn’t fixate on my giant-heavy head or these yellow, watery eyes. No, if I were a pole-vaulting robot I’d run so fast my legs would become invisible. I’d be concerned with pageantry, white kites and waving. They jump for the fame, you know, and they believe this is a terrible sin. But hard as they try, pole-vaulting robots cannot turn away from their adoring fans. Without them, they would be mere cans crying into themselves.
I WISH I COULD WRITE A POEM ABOUT POLE-VAULTING ROBOTS
I turn my head to the window and a piece of foil lilting across the onion-field. If I were a pole-vaulting robot, I wouldn’t be thinking about windows or snowstorms or shiny, cold bellies. I wouldn’t fixate on my giant-heavy head or these yellow, watery eyes. No, if I were a pole-vaulting robot I’d run so fast my legs would become invisible. I’d be concerned with pageantry, white kites and waving. They jump for the fame, you know, and they believe this is a terrible sin. But hard as they try, pole-vaulting robots cannot turn away from their adoring fans. Without them, they would be mere cans crying into themselves.
Thursday, September 27, 2012
NEW! Poem by John Fenlon Hogan
John Fenlon Hogan
NOTES OF A PILGRIM
In a country where the earth
is flattened under the big sky’s heel,
15 miles from the interstate—
the closest town a town in which
the children are below average
and no one turns out to vote,
no one upholds the Sabbath—
—a yellow dot on a map—
In this place
which is adjacent to the middle
of nowhere, by which it means
to be no place at all, there is a phone
booth where you can go to graffiti,
bury past sins and ex-lovers,
or marvel at the inane.
But if
you were drawn there as I was
drawn there, necessarily and by some
powerful blank, as though searching
for answers or a new way
of unwelling, then go to the store
and buy sunscreen, bottled water,
flashlights. Stuff your haystacks
in a backpack or cram them in your boots
as if rocks, and carry them
like intentions.
When your GPS
no longer has a signal or runs
out of battery or otherwise goes
kaput, you can stop panicking—
the Mojave Phone Booth
will manifest itself to you
because you have been cleansed
by ambivalence, and by your own sense
of proportion. You’ll notice that the glass
has been shattered by some vagrant
or a person much like the person
you once were, or will come to be,
and The Book has been ripped from its cord
not as an act of thievery
but because you are not beyond
such temptation. As it rings
—and its ringing for you—
you think about power tools
or stuffed animals
or the family you abandoned
to get here. But the hand has a will
on this occasion and has already
grasped the receiver, lifted it—
there’s no need to bring it
to the ear, no need to do anything,
really, an all too steady voice
which is your own voice, strange,
repeating like a glitch in the system:
Not yet... Not yet... Not yet...
Whereas the system has no glitch.
NOTES OF A PILGRIM
In a country where the earth
is flattened under the big sky’s heel,
15 miles from the interstate—
the closest town a town in which
the children are below average
and no one turns out to vote,
no one upholds the Sabbath—
—a yellow dot on a map—
In this place
which is adjacent to the middle
of nowhere, by which it means
to be no place at all, there is a phone
booth where you can go to graffiti,
bury past sins and ex-lovers,
or marvel at the inane.
But if
you were drawn there as I was
drawn there, necessarily and by some
powerful blank, as though searching
for answers or a new way
of unwelling, then go to the store
and buy sunscreen, bottled water,
flashlights. Stuff your haystacks
in a backpack or cram them in your boots
as if rocks, and carry them
like intentions.
When your GPS
no longer has a signal or runs
out of battery or otherwise goes
kaput, you can stop panicking—
the Mojave Phone Booth
will manifest itself to you
because you have been cleansed
by ambivalence, and by your own sense
of proportion. You’ll notice that the glass
has been shattered by some vagrant
or a person much like the person
you once were, or will come to be,
and The Book has been ripped from its cord
not as an act of thievery
but because you are not beyond
such temptation. As it rings
—and its ringing for you—
you think about power tools
or stuffed animals
or the family you abandoned
to get here. But the hand has a will
on this occasion and has already
grasped the receiver, lifted it—
there’s no need to bring it
to the ear, no need to do anything,
really, an all too steady voice
which is your own voice, strange,
repeating like a glitch in the system:
Not yet... Not yet... Not yet...
Whereas the system has no glitch.
Wednesday, September 19, 2012
RIP Malinda Markham
from Verse, Volume 18, Numbers 2 & 3
Malinda Markham
Malinda Markham
ANATOMY OF RESEMBLANCE
On beds in different rooms,
or distant, the woman shifts the angle of her foot. In the light,
her hair moves from red
to the dresser’s dull wood, a signature begun
from the moment her stocking
slips just enough to remind us she is there.
When the phone rings, only language is wrong.
If my jaw were not angled like that,
she and I could be almost
the same. This is the virtue of paint:
The scene controlled by turning the choulders
faintly to the left.
Can you hear the birds? I can’t say their name
in any language. That sound you hear
is not a door closing: No one
has entered the room. I repeat. There is no platform
for disbelief, no memory, even,
of the right word now,
but it begins in the manner of signal,
as in traffic or truth.
Farther to the left is the bookshelf, a mirror cut
by an electric cord.
If you can tell me how many steps it takes
to words I cannot mean, then.
And then.
Friday, September 07, 2012
NEW! Poem by Peter Shippy
Peter Shippy
MY RAGGED COMPANY
As the cellist played a gigue, Bach,
at Virgil’s, a cantina on Salem Street
known for their garlic martinis,
I overheard a man say to a woman:
we’ll be flying to London to see Queen
at Wembley, without Freddie Mercury,
once again. And that’s how I knew
how I knew it was spring, how I knew
it was time to wax my barque, my balls,
wipe the dew off my cheval mirror
to reckon who’s the prettiest of all,
and beckon the huntsman’s long knife.
at Virgil’s, a cantina on Salem Street
I overheard a man say to a woman:
at Wembley, without Freddie Mercury,
how I knew it was spring, how I knew
wipe the dew off my cheval mirror
and beckon the huntsman’s long knife.
Tuesday, September 04, 2012
NEW! Poem by Gary Fincke
Gary Fincke
THE SLEEP DIET
Like Beauty, she pricks herself,
Taking sedatives in the vein.
Whole days disappear. Always,
She rises to the mirror,
Remembering the distance
The drab adjectives travel.
The next meal is water,
Lettuce and celery
And the memory of bread.
She stills the teeth that need
To tear through meat; she holds
Her sugar-loving tongue.
A week of elapsed time
Is a size, a smaller
Circling of the waist and thighs.
A month, her husband says,
Promising his kiss
When she is perfect. So long
He hasn’t touched her he will
Excite her like a stranger.
During the fourth week
She dreams the brilliant alarm
Of his body, how she wakes
When he enters her,
How, afterward, he slips
Chocolate between her lips.
She is in love with sleep,
The way it lessens her.
Lying down is time travel,
Retreating until she
Retrieves her childish shape,
Her princess body.
THE SLEEP DIET
Like Beauty, she pricks herself,
Taking sedatives in the vein.
Whole days disappear. Always,
She rises to the mirror,
Remembering the distance
The drab adjectives travel.
Lettuce and celery
And the memory of bread.
She stills the teeth that need
To tear through meat; she holds
Her sugar-loving tongue.
Is a size, a smaller
Circling of the waist and thighs.
A month, her husband says,
Promising his kiss
When she is perfect. So long
He hasn’t touched her he will
Excite her like a stranger.
She dreams the brilliant alarm
Of his body, how she wakes
When he enters her,
How, afterward, he slips
Chocolate between her lips.
The way it lessens her.
Lying down is time travel,
Retreating until she
Retrieves her childish shape,
Her princess body.
Thursday, August 30, 2012
NEW! Poem by Brendan Lorber
Brendan Lorber
INNER NO PARKING
for Lee Holloway
The moment is as it seems except
for those in it — look at the empty
space and then the hydrant that
keeps it tantalizing in perpetuity
The bruised thumbnail creeps out
from the smash it single moment in
the door of James Spader’s Mercedes
to the unknowable future like a loft
where others will live someday
but who and when nobody knows
I say it with flowers and mirrors —
contingencies that make the room
without being the room itself
Same old me with new hair or
teacher in the room where one
waits for me to take place
Once the truth of the moment
is discovered the moment is past
We know how last summer
turned out and also that
knowing means summer’s over
What little innocence we have
predicated on failure to notice
our own corruption The
redemptive inability that rests
in the dirtiness of our hands
Once yoga is perceived as
money laundering it ceases to
be either fraud or Bikram
White carpets or spankings
we are not allowed without
a long gaze that the sidelong
glance knocks to the ground
The neither here nor there
that was always all around
The medium relies on unrealizable
refreshments to order the moment
The moment orders rusty nails
with extra tetanus in case
it gets joined by another
You’ll know me by the empty
booth I’ve left Betrayal begins
by definition with a vow and exists
as the precursor for otherwise
unattainable truth Into necessity
I nailed my thumb and saw
for once that I existed over time
The you know unknown
I’d been trying not to embody
was right there about to
emerge from the sun that
allowed it to live but only invisibly
INNER NO PARKING
for Lee Holloway
The moment is as it seems except
for those in it — look at the empty
space and then the hydrant that
keeps it tantalizing in perpetuity
The bruised thumbnail creeps out
from the smash it single moment in
the door of James Spader’s Mercedes
to the unknowable future like a loft
where others will live someday
but who and when nobody knows
I say it with flowers and mirrors —
contingencies that make the room
without being the room itself
Same old me with new hair or
teacher in the room where one
waits for me to take place
Once the truth of the moment
is discovered the moment is past
We know how last summer
turned out and also that
knowing means summer’s over
What little innocence we have
predicated on failure to notice
our own corruption The
redemptive inability that rests
in the dirtiness of our hands
Once yoga is perceived as
money laundering it ceases to
be either fraud or Bikram
White carpets or spankings
we are not allowed without
a long gaze that the sidelong
glance knocks to the ground
The neither here nor there
that was always all around
The medium relies on unrealizable
refreshments to order the moment
The moment orders rusty nails
with extra tetanus in case
it gets joined by another
You’ll know me by the empty
booth I’ve left Betrayal begins
by definition with a vow and exists
as the precursor for otherwise
unattainable truth Into necessity
I nailed my thumb and saw
for once that I existed over time
The you know unknown
I’d been trying not to embody
was right there about to
emerge from the sun that
allowed it to live but only invisibly
Monday, August 27, 2012
NEW! Poem by Amish Trivedi
Amish Trivedi
BODY MAP SYMPOSIUM
If we have a plan, it’s
unbecoming: we could
do nothing and let things
happen to us, but that
just isn’t how we roll. Places
we fly over have cities
and culture and cracked
sidewalks too. Lines
that form the right side
of your face want to
take me away. Each inch
is covered in
creases and I think
the room wants to sleep
the room wants to sleep
with you. My relationship
to my body
has changed and we’re
here to discuss exchanging
faces and making arbitrary
lines and separating
families with borders. This is
my story of the generations
and how they collapsed
and came back stronger
than ever. My version
carries with it a stigma
and an American flag
traced on your
body from the legs
to your collarbones. I
to your collarbones. I
know tattoos which create
the most pain, and I
want you to become
them: a graft of old
skin, inked, and
replaced; remnants
of a letter
never sent; and
covered marks
exposed. Where our
organs begin is a
story to be told
in flightless language,
grounded and
menstruated. They
expect us to come
running when lights
burn brightly or
ends of words turn
in meaningless
symbols and repercussions
of other faults. We push
to know how, but
only when connected
in series does darkness
get purged and then
an open fear is held. With
teeth marks drawing blood,
only lust can penetrate
doubt. I know places
that force your head back
and words that
make you sing, but
unfortunately, wind
has come in and
gotten us lost. I’ve got
the whole thing down
to numbers, but a chart
would be helpful. Figures
one through nine
could lead us into
the right species but
my orientation is spread
and bursting. I can meet you
and bursting. I can meet you
where you tell me, but I
don’t know the way there
by divine causality. Dismemberment
is not the side-effect
of any drug I am
aware of, though a response
aware of, though a response
to an externality
it may be. I have learned
it may be. I have learned
to think in one hundred
word bursts and
keep myself to one
thousand and eight words
per day to keep from
repeating sounds and phrases
I know. I don’t know if
you’re a boy or a girl, or
sometimes nothing
at all, but any pointing
at all, but any pointing
could be helpful. As long
as I can hear you
to know where you are, I
am happy, though
I’d prefer to see
or taste. I know I
should have kissed you
but did you have to
tell me that when you
were putting your
break up speech
together? Every day
has grown from that spot
in my lungs and I
cannot suture new
feelings together or
tell them which way to spread
because I’m just as nowhere
to be found. Wanting
to believe each thrust
will be the last, we
speak only in words
which cannot be seen. I’ll
leave you part of my nails
in my will, though I
plan to use them
to scratch my way
out. I will crawl
in to find where you
go, but I know I
can come back whenever
I want. As your
breath is caught
in my mouth, another
in my mouth, another
desire washes back
over my central
arteries: to feel
unwanted and
forgotten primes
my blood for
exaltation. My next
performance will be
“The Abstract,” a
novel in seventeen
words, but on
nine hundred and
fourteen pages. I want to
pull my legs up
to my heart and
burn them
all at once. We could
require immediate infiltration
require immediate infiltration
if our arms were to
end up behind us
in a fire or a
mélange of different
noises. If lies go
too deep, we can
consume them and
make them a part
of our lineage. I have
a lingering desire
to be placed on a
somewhere-bound
bullet but to force it
back into stasis is a
trouble worth waking
up to. I cannot complete
my own words
without seeing
which you want to
use first, a decision
taken too hard to
remain uncaring
about. I don’t
want to steal your
lips, just lease them
for my revolution, as
private as it
might be. When
I press my flesh to yours,
I hear tiny music escaping
and ceasing to form
notes, much less a
sonic argument. These are
supplemental words to a
love poem that was written
in a bloody bathtub over-
looking language as a
device: how could I
be the last to know? For those
who look to the sky
hoping for a better figment
of this imagined prophylaxis,
I want to hand you my
non-vital organs in the
hopes you’ll find some new
destruction for them. As my
anemia leads me, so does my
bile. I want to discover
a reverberation to sink into and
become part of its silicate. I
refuse to accept that this is
the last memorized passage that will
make its way into our canon, but
only rejected vowel sounds
will please our ears, wherever
we might find them.
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